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Just a void

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Am I asking for too much?
I don't really know why I'm writing this stuff down, perhaps I just need to get it out of my chest, so here it goes.
I'm here... still. With not so much going on in my stupid life... work, home, school, work, home, school, work, home, school... there used to e some gym in the middle (which was the bollocks, but I had to make room for my masters... so no more gym).
And it's been really difficult for me to find a boyfriend.
All they guys my age are... well stupid, sex crazed or simply dull, like a head with a big void inside of it.
And the younger blokes... well they're just young, so I can't blame them.
The thing is... every time I met a guy... they seem fantastic, but then... well they're full of shit.
So I quit love. There is no point in trying.
I thought I would never say this but... all men are exactly the same... there is no guy sitting on an armchair reading and drinking tea on a rainy afternoon.
There is no pride in his actions, there is no intelligence in his mouth, there is no humanity in his thoughts... just a big commercial and stupid void.
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Since I wrote something here. I've been busy with school chores, and I've been pretty much grading stuff for my kiddos.
I´ve just finished some material for my classes, some sort fo gamecards for the guys and gals to remeber vocabulary and stuff.
Yes I'm still single, and getting even hunkier.  (at least that's what my kiddos say) LOL
I don't know why, but everytime I have a crush on a gay guy, He simply doesn't want to be around me or something. I'ts somewhat awkward. Tough I'm not sure if I really want a boyfriend right now.
In the creative area, I have many ideas running through my head, but no time to materialize even one of them.
Anyways, gotta go. I still have lots of grading to do, and exams to prepare.
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So, since I'm an english teacher, I'm supposed to teach my kids the culture of english speaking countries; that means halloween and all that stuff  from these days.
So last week was really fun because I organized an autumn fair with my students, we made a caramel apples stand, we played bobbing for apples, we made a jack-o-lantern carving contest, we even had a small costume contest for the third graders.
It was fun, on friday I gave them candy corn, tootise rolls, butterfingers, and m&m's as prizes for the day.
Don't get me wrong, I like Halloween a lot, but I'm more into Dia de muertos.
I spent the Sunday night with my nephews and nieces making food for Dia de muertos, we were so glad because my grandfathers, cousins, uncles and friends were coming to spend the night with us.
So we bought papel picado, and we cooked ours relative´s favorite food:
Granny Pera: Dulce de pepita or Jamoncillo
Granpa Luis: Two half cups of Café de olla, and of course his beloved mantecadas.
Ganny Lupe: Mole rojo with chicken, and chocolate.
Grandpa Lole: grilled nopales, and tequila.
Uncle Luis: dulce de tejocote.
Uncle José: camotes
Cousin Yuni: chocolate
Cousin Adrian and Aunt Amanda: Dulce de calabaza
Montse and Chris: Choclate bars, marshmallows, and tequila.

I really miss you guys, and you know I love you so much,  see you next year.
For Said, I went to my mother's town (that's were we buried him) and we made a big altar, the whole garden was turned into a biblical landscape, with a small part giving a brief description of his life, we placed there his books, his weights, his favorite food, his photo, and a lot of flowers. It was so amazing.
I really think it's a beautiful tradition, and I hope when I go somewhere else far aways form this earth... My relatives will think of me as I think of my beloved late relatives.
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Desitions made

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It seems that everything is just fine right now.
First of all I had AWESOME easter vacations. I went to a beach with my family and we ended camping a whole week at an ecological reserve to help the turtles hatch and reach the sea, it was really great.
the next week we spent three day in vale's country house relaxing and for me was drawing in the hammock hahaha. and the last days of the vacations I was at my mother's ranch helping her with the cattle (vaccinating, cleaning, feeding and stuff) It was hard but fun.
When I returned to work, I had to apply 4th bimestral exams to my kids, they were hard to grade, because they kept changing the instructions even if they had them, but nevermind, I graded the exams, and a lot of them failed; but surprise: when I ended grading with the project and the activities all my kids passed, it's the first time that ALL pass!!!
Oh yeah BTW, I made my desition about cheerleading, for at least this semester no more cheerleading for me. next semester... well see.
I feel great somehow, but I just need time to do more art, I just did a lame drawing of a pansy in the vacations. T.T
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So the sotry goes like this: I had post in the Thumbshare forum lookign for art featuring strenght. I kept it up  for about two months trying to gather enough material for my article, And I'm not complaining, I've got some AWESOME material but the selection is rather slender.
So I went lookign for deviantions but again nothing seemes to satisfy my hunger for strenght.
What was I looking for?
Certainly it wasn't "YOUR" strenght as the title says.
the answer is simple, my own strenght, and the way it should look like.
I think what I'm going trough is called depression, and I think I'm not alone, there are meny poeple out there that constantly get depressed.
I'm not sayign that I'm an Emo or something, it's just that I feel bad this time.
and I guess I'll try to lear more about this and try to figure out how to deal with it. and who knows maybe next time my feature will be about depression ;)
so no other words to say here are the few deviations selected for the news feature
untitled 8 by Peterio WE CAN DO IT by Melancholika :thumb145707038: :thumb145608204: :thumb143283134: His Strength Support the Weak by missusarmy111 squared away by Chickenwallaby these boots ... by chibi-banane :thumb144996971: Flying Spider by MystiqueDeep :thumb144927571: Secluded Thoughts by Lilshadow :thumb142563555: Dark Metamorphisis by ChunLo :thumb143438906: :thumb103982518: Portrait by rahmo :thumb153270569: useless struggle by 44gatti
ENJOY
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